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by cuddledrug

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Derek Jolley: drums/percussion, piano, guitars, bass, harmonica, vocals
David Heinz: guitars, vocals

Additional instrumentation by Dylan Jolley and Danny Washington.
Recorded at JL Studios in Olyphant, PA on 3/12, 4/29, and 4/30 of 2017.
Mixed and Mastered by Joe Loftus.

No thanks to… circumstance.

Special thanks to… Joe Loftus, Danny Washington, Dylan Jolley, Bailey Hamilton, Sara D’Andrea, David Jolley, Brian Keith Bidding, Sir Limmy, Uriah Thomas, Emily Jolley, Patrick Walton, Israel Rodriguez, our friends and families, everyone that has lost a piece of themselves to the murky vindictive swirl of evil that lives in the wyoming valley and is carried all over the world by her sons and daughters, and everyone else who cares.

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released May 20, 2017

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Track Name: Spidré
Bee got caught in the spider's web
Lost its sting,
becomes a fly
Fish swam freely to the net
Entangled itself to die

I don't wanna live a lie

Falcon perched in the tree of life
Wants the branch
becomes the cage
Clipped wings: refuse to fly
Toiling through its pointless day

I don't wanna live in pain
because it doesn't make much sense
to let somebody you love
fly into the spider's web

Stone stood still on the cold hard earth
Once the friend
becomes the soil
Countdown that which from our birth
over and around us foils everything we've ever done
all the love we've ever felt
ever battle we have won
keep the spoils for yourself

you won the war
you drained the well

Love is nothing I've been taught...
Incorrect and pointless songs?
Human beings being human?
So much more than right and wrong?

I don't wanna live that long
to see my body break down
to see everyone I love
being put in the ground

I'm opening up my eyes again
Water-well my wild oats
Trying so hard to forget
Dimming down my heart of gold
I will crawl into your mind
I will sit upon your throne
I will burn the city down
All the ashes I will own

I will live my life out loud
I'll accomplish every goal
I will always be with you
Though you'll never be alone

The bee flew out of the spider's web
and with my sting I'm no safe bet
Track Name: Drunken Night
Last night was a peculiar experience
We talked about our feelings and things like that
then you wandered off and tried to keep it all together

Solitary girl
You need to find a stronger being to get you through the night
Solitary girl
if you seek him long enough I swear he'll find you in your hiding place
and help you out of that dark space

Do you know what I just did?
I became a hypocrite.
God knows what I did and I must admit that I cannot forestall the consequences.
I am repentant and wish never, ever to do this again
So let me walk away from this trap forever

Solitary girl
You need to find a stronger being to get you through the night
Solitary girl
if you seek him long enough I swear he'll find you in your hiding place
and help you out of that dark space

I'm sorry you must wait til my brokenness can dissipate
There's no place to cry
I can't trust the walls to not speak about haunting things I've done
So I'll scream and hope the walls don't understand what I'm saying

Solitary girl
You need to find a stronger being to get you through the night
Solitary girl
if you seek him long enough I swear he'll find you in your hiding place
and help you out of that dark space
Track Name: Tank Trap
Dumb and dumb don't go together
The blind cannot lead the blind
Everybody is so selfish
Everybody sucks but we don't seem to mind

Sun's outside but you're freezin'
Heart super cold for no reason
Stop refrigerating your soul
Shed some light on that black hole

Goliath got stuck in the valley
and took a few rocks to his dome
Why do you refuse to rally?
Why do you insist on staying home all alone?

Sun's outside but you're freezin'
Heart super cold for no reason
Stop refrigerating your soul
Shed some light on that black hole

Shut down the doubt and keep your head up
Give yourself some damn trust
When you feel shade just fall back
Don't get caught in the Tank Trap
Track Name: Blossom
Virtue and Liberty and Independence are yours and I'm so blessed to call you mine.
You're a blossom all the time,
and I have no fear when you stand with me,
and you will never know how much you shine.

Travel and pleasure and learning and living are yours.
Gravel and pressure and burning and sitting are yours.
I'm so ready to waste my time.
You're a blossom all the time,
and I have no fear when you stand with me,
and you will never know just how much you shine.
Track Name: Somnus
I fell asleep again
but I couldn't hold on to the end
and I'm watching, waiting, anticipating
nothing

I can't move fast enough this time
I can't move slow enough this time
I can't fall asleep this time
not this time
and it's haunting me again

I fell asleep last year
and I awoke with a heart full of fear
and I wish I was anticipating
something

I can't move fast enough this time
I can't move slow enough this time
I can't feel my hands this time
not this time
and it's haunting me again
Track Name: Stolen Child
Amber Alert.
Where has that son gone
that used to stand by my father's side?
Amber Alert.
I fear it's been too long
We used to go out all the time.

Amber Alert.
Where has your fun gone?
You buried it with your father's hide.
Along with your faith,
your courage,
your laughter,
your childhood memories,
and all of your pride.
But who am I?
No, who am I?
Who am I to say anything about how you'll close your eyes
and bring yourself to a smile you once had
when we we're in love
and I stood by your side
but I'm gone.

Amber Alert.
I fear it's been too long
They've searched every place that you've ever been seen.
The rain pelts the forest
The cold wind engulfs me
It's been way too long
Better call in the teams.

The news will pass quickly then fade to the background
The child's lost soul has been claimed by the trees
You once were a face I could see with my own eyes
But now you're some face up on Newswatch16
Oh,
You're gone...

Amber Alert.
Where has that son gone?