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I'll see you before I go

by cuddledrug

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1.
It's 2AM in late October And it figures I'm awake wishing you could come over But you are a figment of my imagination I've got a powerful mind And it writes in your eyes And it traces your smile And you stay for a while But I know it's all fake The curtain falls down It's a hard thing to shake When the candle burns out And wherever you are in the world I hope you wear your own crown It's 3AM and you are sleeping With every soft breath you take another secret you're keeping I loved to sing you to sleep And running away was your choice I got a beautiful voice And it cuts like a knife I can hurt and destroy But I'd rather sing nice So I threw out my gun Stuck my sword in the dirt No more battles are won By making weapons of words But wherever you are in the world I know my voice will be heard It's 4AM and I am burned out And I'm not gonna sleep because I realize that it turns out That I am the problem And you are not the answer I am sharp as a tack And I can cure every pain Instead I'm sending them back To the place they were made They'll show up at your door You'll collect them back in Apply more postage and stamps And mail them out once again And wherever you are in the world I'm sure you're still full of shit Fuck That was weak
2.
Wait for me Wait for me there Wait for me Wait for me there Staring at myself in the mirror I'm not there Traveling at the speed of life I'm not scared I would change my evil ways If I could People often say I'm great But I'm not good But you are And I'm asking you to wait for me Wait for me there Wait for me Wait for me there
3.
I'll finally follow the sign that I knew all along I'm signing up for a good time I'm standing up for myself when I know that I'm wrong I know it's about time that I fall I walk away I keep my peace I only sing I cannot speak I haven't spoke my truth in a long time How pathetic I stopped believing my actions were more or less fate I sold my soul at a discount I didn't offer my truth until it was too late Now I'm watching myself become all that I hate I hold my breath Wait for release I only speak I cannot think I haven't pulled the "so long, here's a song" in a long time I'm pathetic I haven't spoke my truth in a long time I'm pathetic
4.
Beast come back Don't run far Guess I forgot to close the gate to the yard Keep running on second thought I find it funny I relate to the dog Howling at the moon Must it end so soon? I wanna rip it up with you I'm letting nature takes its course I'm sitting passed out on the floor I hate it I want more Beast got smacked by a car I know it’s hard to see the road in the dark I see your eyes I hear your bark I hope I never find your face by the skid marks Howling at the moon Must it end so soon? I wanna rip it up with you I'm letting nature takes its course I'm sitting passed out on the floor I hate it I want more
5.
Ghost Gorl 02:24
I wish my cat would stop fucking with the ghost gorl Both running ‘round the foyer And she’s pulling on her ringtail Like she never even saw her She thinks she has it all As she walks right through the wall Woah I wish my cat would stop fucking with the ghost boi Cuz he’s got a lot of problems And he’s always feeling real coy Cuz he knew he never solved ‘em He thinks he has it all Cuz he died and lost his gaul Woah I wish my cat would stop fucking with the ghost Mom Just tryna find her children She doesn’t hate her own son Even though she wants to kill him She thinks she has it all But she watched her family fall Woah I wish my cat would stop fucking with the ghost Dad Cuz he’s a big old asshole He was always getting real mad A real king of his castle He knows he lost it all Cuz he’s buried in the wall Woah

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released August 1, 2020

Recorded at JL Studios in Olyphant, PA (USA) on July 24th, 2020.
Engineered, mixed, & mastered: Jay Preston, Joe Loftus.
All songs written, performed, & produced by Derek Jolley (beats, synth, drums, bass, guitars, vocals).
This record is SWR#5.

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